The argument Part oneToday had started off to a bad way. Sebastian had woken up late, gotten scolded by Ciel, had boiling hot tea poured all over him, and worst of all, Juji was ignoring him! Sebastian was not a happy kitty. It was 11pm when he was finally allowed to disappear from Ciels presence and he stormed into the cottage he and the fallen shared together. Juji, who had gotten back early looked up at the slam, albeit confused. He stood quietly padding over to the exhausted demon, murmuring 'Seb, Hey, what's wrong?' Sebastian snarled and pulled away from the fallen, turning his back to his concerned lover. Juji Growled now, officially pissed off at his lovers behaviour. 'Look.' he growled irritably 'All I've tried to do is help you and you always push me away' he reached out a hand to grab Sebastians arm and pull him around to face him, looking hard into his lovers face.Sebastian snarled and pulled his arms away 'well maybe I'm not in the mood for your all round perfectness Juji!' The demon glared at
Spiral into madnessSpiral into madnessIt begins with a small tug,at the back of your mind,willing yourself to detch from the world.At first you resist,your stronger than this!but slowly you subscumb.Black waters drift,eerily calm and cool.Silence reins,As the calm before a storm,Engulfs you.The beauty of life,your fluttering struggle,a buterfly trapped in a cage.The stunning life,you were gifted,is slowly fading away.Your mind is in chaos,the waters now rocky and angry.thunderclouds gatheras you sprial into darkness.Screaming in pain,writhing and turning,Wanting to end.A spiral into madness,darkness,repression.A turn into Evil,away from the light,and into the shadows.Your friends see you,growing more unstable by the day,your outbursts more frequent and terrifying.Till one day you utter,in a painfilled sigh,a wish for this all to go away.'Kill me.'